I have existed over greater than two decades and few seasons. I have learned, maybe experienced would suit it better.
Even unlike the forebearers of the clan I hail from.
I have fears. Some may be funny and some am in a pensive mood about. But all make me who i am. They have succeeded in accumulating over time.
Parents told me over my teenage years that I feared the fiery red lantern. I even feared the grimacing boys who threw stones around. I feared my parents not buying my cherished toys. The small flying plane I loved.
I have had fears over time. I really fear I may not be able to realize all I have set out to do. I fear I would let my acquaintances down.
I have also over time had a persistent fear of dogs. Those four-legged hairy monsters. I have never made a delicacy our of you so don't eye my legs. They are even too tiny for you to gnaw at. And they are not tasty.
I have a fear of snakes. Those slimy creatures. I have a fear my country is already letting me down. I would need an avenue to showcase my dreams. Bit don't worry I would create one myself.
I even have the fear that I won't be able to love the jewel of olufemi's eyes the way I should. She has toiled and I really need to achieve my dreams and repay her in multiple folds.
Now to the Hallowed red and white chambers I reside in temporarily, I fear repetitive times in these places. I fear for my power of critical thinking. I fear the tie I have formed would melt from pressures from these places.
From my cherished one, I fear being left on blue ticks. I fear the reply with that annoying letter K. It would be better if you won't talk to me. I fear being left in front of that enormous camp, just because I miss you.
I have the fear that I won't be able to fully tap into the opportunities the ivory tower has to offer. My time in it is fast elapsing.
I fear for my friends. I fear over time I may become unknown to them.
My fears continuously richochet off my mind and trust me I would keep you posted when they come back.
Ayomaria,
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